In looking for identity in men, I lose sight of my identity in Christ. My gaze is not firmly set on Him. The word of the Lord says I am IN Christ and that he is within me. I am within Christ and therefore, I am secure. My heart is encased in his. He in me and around me. He perpetually flows till he surrounds... surrounding from the inside-out; covering every surface of my being.
With that in mind, I have been given new garments and new armor. I am a new creation IN Christ. I am clothed in strength and dignity, with robes of righteousness, with purity. I am clothed IN Christ. I have taken off the old and put on the new. I am ready for my wedding. I am a bride of Christ! And over these beautiful garments is an armor that is strong and sure.
This new armor of God is also MADE of God. The breastplate of righteousness- HIS righteousness. The helmet of Salvation- HIS salvation. (The knowledge of his sovereignty, the confidence of his hand around me, the validation of his part in every aspect of this armor.) The sword of truth- the very tongue and mouth of God. The list goes on. If this armor is MADE of God then I am clothed in Christ...I am armed with Christ. I put on Christ. Therefore,since I am in Christ, I don’t need to “put on” that armor every day…it is ON! All I need to do is look down and remember it is on, remind myself I wear Christ! He is my skin, he is the body in which I reside.
So I recount every unique part in praise and thanksgiving to my King. This praise and thanksgiving flows through this armor, drawing me closer to it. This allows a freedom. I can sit STILL in this armor… waiting and still…and in this quiet, secret place, I am INVISIBLE to the enemy. He can not touch me if he can not find me! And out of this stillness comes rest.
I am His, and he is mine. He is in me and I am in him. Out of rest, I can truly abide; BE with the Lord. In all circumstances, he is my all. He is my all, because he longs to and IS permeating every millimeter of my existence. Inside-out. Surrounding me on ALL sides—including the inside. And SO, I can boldly BE. I can BE, because he has wrapped himself in and around me, and my identity is securely protected by Him. We must be identified together now. For no one will or should be able to look at me and not see Him. He is my face. He is my armor.
The anticipation of my life is that the covering of his heart over mine will one day be grafted to my own heart. That I will have his heart. That HIS armor, will one day be grafted to my body, so that I will be like him and carry his likeness boldly on this earth.
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Identity- Seeing Ourselves the Way He Does
12I love to watch people.
I used to accredit myself as an unofficial sociologist...finding myself fascinated with the way people interact, move, talk...etc. In recent years, however, I haven't been looking. In fact, I've been doing everything NOT to look. Somehow I have gotten it into my head that if I am not looking at them, then they won't be looking at me. It's an interesting way to isolate...and completely ludicrous. I see that now. (It's amazing how little you see of your odd behaviors when you are seeking to be unaware.)
It reminds me of a friend of mine. When he was a little boy he would play peek-a-boo with his parents. He would close his eyes, covering them doubly with his chubby little fingers. The suspense would build in those moments before the "great reveal." They would say "Peek-A-Boo" but he would remain shut off...eyes closed...hands in place. He would brightly chime, "You can't see me!"
This strikes something deep in me...even to recount this funny anecdote. This past year, God has been caring for my heart so tenderly. He has blessed me and done amazing miracles of healing over old wounds. He revealed to me how I had certain habits and behaviors that were unhealthy. The most encouraging part was that they weren't really me. It had felt like the genuine article, because I had been using them to protect me and to shield me for years. It was familiar. Those aspects of me may have been how I was choosing to live, but the most freeing moment came when God revealed that I DIDN'T HAVE TO LIVE LIKE THAT. I could choose freedom by just looking to the face of God. I kept asking myself the questions, "Do I believe that God is who He says He is?" and "Do I believe that I am who God says I am?"
Seeking and BELIEVING God we discover our true identity...we can see ourselves more clearly looking first to Jesus. He knows us much better than we know ourselves.
This year has been a long, hard, amazing, fruitful, wonderful, painful, stretching, rewarding, loving, tiring, abundant year. And I am so thankful. God is re-shaping my identity...he is healing me. Whenever I TRY to speed up the process or DO something, it never works...but when I let go, let go of control, God leads me...and it is true rest, and peace always follows. He is beginning to show me how to live by the spirit and not by my soul (emotions). This particular gift came last Tuesday, December 7th:
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I love to watch people.
At the grocery store, the man behind me plops down a box of "Wheaties" on the conveyor belt next to my bananas. I look him over. Quite handsome. Single. Mid-30s. Well-built. 'Had the 'Wheaties' contributed?' An inward chuckle and chide to self and my eyes are immediately on the man in front of me. A thick European accent drifts from his lips toward a man, who by look and speech, must be his brother. 'Aren't we all so beautiful?' I think happily. Each so uniquely fashioned and designed- each pulsating literally and figuratively with such facets of wonder... I find myself musing over the Brothers and Wheaties-Man... What their lives are like...families...jobs... We are all so beautiful.
As I walk to my car, a wonderful feeling rises up out of me. 'I'm awesome!' I elate. 'I really am! I'm beautiful. I'm talented. I'm intelligent. I'm witty. I'm fun. I'm full of life and adventure and I am a daughter of the King! Jesus, JESUS LOVES ME! Life is actually good! It's not hopeless...I'm going to be okay. God loves me!'
This is true joy! To celebrate myself the way my Father does...in honesty- no shred of conceit or bragging ambition...acceptance of the reality and truth of WHO I AM...who God has made me into...who he continues to fashion after Himself.
This is identity.
This is true esteem. Not the self-esteem so strived for...No. This is a holy unified esteem. One that expressly praises the Creator- His flair for individuality and His love of His creation. I am with Him but I am me. He is in me and I am in Him and we are inseparable. He made me and I am beautiful, but NOW He is IN me and WITH me. I shine with Him. His residue is thick, his stain glorious. I can't be near him and it not rub off on me. I take after Him.
I take after Him!
I take after my beautiful, holy, glorious, perfect, wonderful, Father!
I will never feel ugly again. If I should...if I WOULD... I would blatantly be choosing to embrace a lie. I am not insufficient...I am not unworthy...I am not ugly or unlovable or a failure. I did not, could not, will not mess up the plans and abundance God has for my life.
In Christ I am everything, for HE is everything and I am in Him.
I used to accredit myself as an unofficial sociologist...finding myself fascinated with the way people interact, move, talk...etc. In recent years, however, I haven't been looking. In fact, I've been doing everything NOT to look. Somehow I have gotten it into my head that if I am not looking at them, then they won't be looking at me. It's an interesting way to isolate...and completely ludicrous. I see that now. (It's amazing how little you see of your odd behaviors when you are seeking to be unaware.)
It reminds me of a friend of mine. When he was a little boy he would play peek-a-boo with his parents. He would close his eyes, covering them doubly with his chubby little fingers. The suspense would build in those moments before the "great reveal." They would say "Peek-A-Boo" but he would remain shut off...eyes closed...hands in place. He would brightly chime, "You can't see me!"
This strikes something deep in me...even to recount this funny anecdote. This past year, God has been caring for my heart so tenderly. He has blessed me and done amazing miracles of healing over old wounds. He revealed to me how I had certain habits and behaviors that were unhealthy. The most encouraging part was that they weren't really me. It had felt like the genuine article, because I had been using them to protect me and to shield me for years. It was familiar. Those aspects of me may have been how I was choosing to live, but the most freeing moment came when God revealed that I DIDN'T HAVE TO LIVE LIKE THAT. I could choose freedom by just looking to the face of God. I kept asking myself the questions, "Do I believe that God is who He says He is?" and "Do I believe that I am who God says I am?"
Seeking and BELIEVING God we discover our true identity...we can see ourselves more clearly looking first to Jesus. He knows us much better than we know ourselves.
This year has been a long, hard, amazing, fruitful, wonderful, painful, stretching, rewarding, loving, tiring, abundant year. And I am so thankful. God is re-shaping my identity...he is healing me. Whenever I TRY to speed up the process or DO something, it never works...but when I let go, let go of control, God leads me...and it is true rest, and peace always follows. He is beginning to show me how to live by the spirit and not by my soul (emotions). This particular gift came last Tuesday, December 7th:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I love to watch people.
At the grocery store, the man behind me plops down a box of "Wheaties" on the conveyor belt next to my bananas. I look him over. Quite handsome. Single. Mid-30s. Well-built. 'Had the 'Wheaties' contributed?' An inward chuckle and chide to self and my eyes are immediately on the man in front of me. A thick European accent drifts from his lips toward a man, who by look and speech, must be his brother. 'Aren't we all so beautiful?' I think happily. Each so uniquely fashioned and designed- each pulsating literally and figuratively with such facets of wonder... I find myself musing over the Brothers and Wheaties-Man... What their lives are like...families...jobs... We are all so beautiful.
As I walk to my car, a wonderful feeling rises up out of me. 'I'm awesome!' I elate. 'I really am! I'm beautiful. I'm talented. I'm intelligent. I'm witty. I'm fun. I'm full of life and adventure and I am a daughter of the King! Jesus, JESUS LOVES ME! Life is actually good! It's not hopeless...I'm going to be okay. God loves me!'
This is true joy! To celebrate myself the way my Father does...in honesty- no shred of conceit or bragging ambition...acceptance of the reality and truth of WHO I AM...who God has made me into...who he continues to fashion after Himself.
This is identity.
This is true esteem. Not the self-esteem so strived for...No. This is a holy unified esteem. One that expressly praises the Creator- His flair for individuality and His love of His creation. I am with Him but I am me. He is in me and I am in Him and we are inseparable. He made me and I am beautiful, but NOW He is IN me and WITH me. I shine with Him. His residue is thick, his stain glorious. I can't be near him and it not rub off on me. I take after Him.
I take after Him!
I take after my beautiful, holy, glorious, perfect, wonderful, Father!
I will never feel ugly again. If I should...if I WOULD... I would blatantly be choosing to embrace a lie. I am not insufficient...I am not unworthy...I am not ugly or unlovable or a failure. I did not, could not, will not mess up the plans and abundance God has for my life.
In Christ I am everything, for HE is everything and I am in Him.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Morose Joy?
I don't know how you can have gloom and joy at the same time....but I've experienced an interesting cocktail of the two today.
Maybe morose or gloomy aren't fitting. Maybe they are too fatal, too hopeless.
And let's be true here...there is always hope.
Yesterday morning I awoke from this amazing dream. In this dream I was spending the day with one of my friends. It was a bright dream- full of God's love, grace, and peace. This followed a rough night, so I half-expected my dreams to be fraught with anxiety and peril.
No. God was showing me grace abundantly. Grace and promise. Two things I didn't/don't/have never deserved. Yes he showered me in them.
Shortly after I awoke, other thoughts crowded in...a deep sadness overtook me. I've rarely felt the heaviness of this particular feeling. I didn't even want to get up. (not from fatigue but from hopelessness) I WAS LISTENING TO THE ENEMY...agreeing with his awful thoughts, letting HIM tell me that I was not good enough....WHY TRY? It's hopeless! Hide! Run! MOVE AWAY! Change everything around you...to protect what you're too scared to change in yourself.
WOAH! That last one was new revelation. Just now.
This went on all day. Everytime I would pray, I would see a picture of Jesus' outstretched hands. I could see the nail piercings, the blood flowed continuously and wet...but it was not gory. There was a beauty and richness to this scene. He was offering me his grace...but I felt undeserving. So I looked longingly at it and took it in small doses.
I played worship at youth group and through God's Grace- he led me through this mess to His presence! I could actually FEEL myself going from this despairing, lethargic place...through a door...into the presence of God...into worship....
About an hour after worship though, I was bombarded with vicious lies from Satan. I felt unsafe, alone, afraid...and so tired of fighting the enemy. I wanted to connect with friends but was unable. The enemy had built me a beautiful wall of enchanted glass. One I could hide behind and see others, but they couldn't quite see me. I was safe. I was misunderstood. I was alone.
When I realized I had been misled by the enemy, I pounded my fists angrily against the glass... but anger didn't solve anything....just cut gashes into my fists and bruises into my arms.
At the end of it...I lay in a heap of hurt...not completely sure how I got there.
Today..., the struggle continued....but I stopped listening to Satan...and started replacing his lies with truth. I kept repeating the truth....kept soaking in it... until I was saturated.
God is being very loving today. I am still inexplicably sad...a strange sorrow has tainted everything. It's almost as if I have been soaking in peroxide (truth) and even though it is extricating all of the germs and darkness, IT BURNS!
I can not recall ever having such a shadow over me...so I don't know what to think. Something has been struck...something buried deep. So even though there is this sadness...I also feel a little excited and full of hope...
One of the verses I have been meditating on is:
2 Corinthians 12:9+10:
9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10 That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
God's grace will sustain me...it is enough. All by itself...it is enough. His power will blend with my weakness. I will be molded into his perfection....reinforced. SO I can rejoice and have joy even when everything is confusing, even when I am frustrated, even when I don't know what's going on, even when I am weary, even when I feel beat-up... because I know that by God's grace, he will supply me his power to strengthen and carry me.
And I know he's got it all figured out...and eventually he will clue me in.
God's grace will wrap around these wounds...like fluffy gauze. His power will flow through me like a mighty wind...oxygen to my pain...
And I will be well...
Maybe morose or gloomy aren't fitting. Maybe they are too fatal, too hopeless.
And let's be true here...there is always hope.
Yesterday morning I awoke from this amazing dream. In this dream I was spending the day with one of my friends. It was a bright dream- full of God's love, grace, and peace. This followed a rough night, so I half-expected my dreams to be fraught with anxiety and peril.
No. God was showing me grace abundantly. Grace and promise. Two things I didn't/don't/have never deserved. Yes he showered me in them.
Shortly after I awoke, other thoughts crowded in...a deep sadness overtook me. I've rarely felt the heaviness of this particular feeling. I didn't even want to get up. (not from fatigue but from hopelessness) I WAS LISTENING TO THE ENEMY...agreeing with his awful thoughts, letting HIM tell me that I was not good enough....WHY TRY? It's hopeless! Hide! Run! MOVE AWAY! Change everything around you...to protect what you're too scared to change in yourself.
WOAH! That last one was new revelation. Just now.
This went on all day. Everytime I would pray, I would see a picture of Jesus' outstretched hands. I could see the nail piercings, the blood flowed continuously and wet...but it was not gory. There was a beauty and richness to this scene. He was offering me his grace...but I felt undeserving. So I looked longingly at it and took it in small doses.
I played worship at youth group and through God's Grace- he led me through this mess to His presence! I could actually FEEL myself going from this despairing, lethargic place...through a door...into the presence of God...into worship....
About an hour after worship though, I was bombarded with vicious lies from Satan. I felt unsafe, alone, afraid...and so tired of fighting the enemy. I wanted to connect with friends but was unable. The enemy had built me a beautiful wall of enchanted glass. One I could hide behind and see others, but they couldn't quite see me. I was safe. I was misunderstood. I was alone.
When I realized I had been misled by the enemy, I pounded my fists angrily against the glass... but anger didn't solve anything....just cut gashes into my fists and bruises into my arms.
At the end of it...I lay in a heap of hurt...not completely sure how I got there.
Today..., the struggle continued....but I stopped listening to Satan...and started replacing his lies with truth. I kept repeating the truth....kept soaking in it... until I was saturated.
God is being very loving today. I am still inexplicably sad...a strange sorrow has tainted everything. It's almost as if I have been soaking in peroxide (truth) and even though it is extricating all of the germs and darkness, IT BURNS!
I can not recall ever having such a shadow over me...so I don't know what to think. Something has been struck...something buried deep. So even though there is this sadness...I also feel a little excited and full of hope...
One of the verses I have been meditating on is:
2 Corinthians 12:9+10:
9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10 That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
God's grace will sustain me...it is enough. All by itself...it is enough. His power will blend with my weakness. I will be molded into his perfection....reinforced. SO I can rejoice and have joy even when everything is confusing, even when I am frustrated, even when I don't know what's going on, even when I am weary, even when I feel beat-up... because I know that by God's grace, he will supply me his power to strengthen and carry me.
And I know he's got it all figured out...and eventually he will clue me in.
God's grace will wrap around these wounds...like fluffy gauze. His power will flow through me like a mighty wind...oxygen to my pain...
And I will be well...
Friday, June 11, 2010
In the Morning When I Rise....Give me Jesus.
It is one of my favorite things in the WORLD right now, to wake up and feel Jesus with me. I know it sounds crazy but sometimes Jesus picks out my clothes. Sometimes he wakes me up. He almost always says something really sweet to me. (Let's be honest- he probably always does, but I don't always hear him) I have felt this feeling on and off in my life, but these past months, I have never felt it stronger. It is awesome.
I used to sing that song- "In the morning when I rise, give me Jesus" and I sometimes wake up with that running through my head... but often, two verses stream through my mind like a stockmarket ticker. It usually comes out in a short phrase: "When I awake, still I am with you." and "Surround us in the morning with your unfailing love." Another one occasionally making it's way in is "His Joy comes with the morning."
My favorite ones aren't even verses- they are just little reassurances. "I am here." "You are beautiful." "I love you."
This morning for example, God woke me up. I had somehow turned off my alarm and set it at the wrong time. But I woke up at JUST the right time. With no alarm. Thank you Lord!!!
Today I felt a message. Calm, steady and peaceful.
"Stop overthinking, Melissa. Follow the heart I gave you. I gave you your life- why won't you live it? I have orchards of sweet fruit for you to taste. Will you try some?"
Somehow I have always tried to turn the grapes into wine without even tasting if they were ripe. I always end up with crushed, bruised fruit...and purple feet. So ripen up that fruit, Lord... cause I will want some!
I used to sing that song- "In the morning when I rise, give me Jesus" and I sometimes wake up with that running through my head... but often, two verses stream through my mind like a stockmarket ticker. It usually comes out in a short phrase: "When I awake, still I am with you." and "Surround us in the morning with your unfailing love." Another one occasionally making it's way in is "His Joy comes with the morning."
My favorite ones aren't even verses- they are just little reassurances. "I am here." "You are beautiful." "I love you."
This morning for example, God woke me up. I had somehow turned off my alarm and set it at the wrong time. But I woke up at JUST the right time. With no alarm. Thank you Lord!!!
Today I felt a message. Calm, steady and peaceful.
"Stop overthinking, Melissa. Follow the heart I gave you. I gave you your life- why won't you live it? I have orchards of sweet fruit for you to taste. Will you try some?"
Somehow I have always tried to turn the grapes into wine without even tasting if they were ripe. I always end up with crushed, bruised fruit...and purple feet. So ripen up that fruit, Lord... cause I will want some!
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Insecurity Rock Bottom.
I'm there, Lord.
I've had enough.
I'm sick and tired of letting insecurity win. I'm disgusted with how it cheats me, how it shames me, how it causes me to doubt myself, how it steals my dignity, how it causes me to hide. How it heaps regrets on my heart.
I'm exhausted from trying to hide. I'm weary of second guessing EVERY thing I do in certain situations with certain people.
Insecurity is deceitful. Sometimes it doesn't permeate every area of your life. Sometimes it only shows up in a few situations, a few relationships...
I've been asking myself- Why these relationships? Why these situations?
Someone said something that kind of hit me- the relationships that have the potential for the most impact, or the relationships where God really has a purpose- there is sometimes the most fear. My insecurity is triggered by those situations.
I keep hearing God tell me to relax. TO just be. And part of me is waiting for these people to get as fed up as I am...to stop wanting to get to know me. I EXPECT them to give up...to reject me, and because I do not feel certain of their intentions, I do not relax. Somewhere I'm trying to figure out what they want from me. It is too impossible to think that they simply want to get to know me.
Self-sabotage.
Lord, break this spirit of self-sabotage, this spirit of fear, this self-protection, this UNBELIEF in YOUR SECURITY.
I'm reminded of a song we sing at church. Because the truth is- this all comes down to Him and I. It all comes down to how intimately he wants me as his own. When I wake up, I hear him singing. I hear him say, "When you rise in the morning, still I am with you." When I go to sleep, he yearns to take my analyzing, and my self-criticism. He wants me out of myself and in Him. Insecurity is buried in SELF. And that is one of the core sins of insecurity.
You get to the point where you DO feel so wounded, so bruised, so used, so DONE- and then there's you. And why are you alone now? All your thoughts start pointing inward until you have built a nest of infesting thoughts of self. You are the dichotomy of self-exaltation and self-deprication.
And our Father wants us to be free. He WANTS US TO BE FREE!
Turn your eyes upon Jesus. Look full in his wonderful face! And the things of earth will grow strangely dim, in the light of his GLORY and GRACE!
You won't relent until you have it all! My heart is yours!
I'll set you as a seal upon my heart...as a seal upon my arm...
For there is love that is as STRONG AS DEATH...
Jealousy demanding as the grave!
And many waters cannot quench this love!
Come be the fire inside of me!
Come be the flame upon my heart!
Come be the fire inside of me!
Until you and I are ONE!
UNTIL YOU AND I ARE ONE!
Lord, Change my heart. Take my heart. Let it be yours. Mold it and shift it and change it to yours! I give you my heart. I give you my issues. I give you my stuff. Take it Lord.
I've had enough.
I'm sick and tired of letting insecurity win. I'm disgusted with how it cheats me, how it shames me, how it causes me to doubt myself, how it steals my dignity, how it causes me to hide. How it heaps regrets on my heart.
I'm exhausted from trying to hide. I'm weary of second guessing EVERY thing I do in certain situations with certain people.
Insecurity is deceitful. Sometimes it doesn't permeate every area of your life. Sometimes it only shows up in a few situations, a few relationships...
I've been asking myself- Why these relationships? Why these situations?
Someone said something that kind of hit me- the relationships that have the potential for the most impact, or the relationships where God really has a purpose- there is sometimes the most fear. My insecurity is triggered by those situations.
I keep hearing God tell me to relax. TO just be. And part of me is waiting for these people to get as fed up as I am...to stop wanting to get to know me. I EXPECT them to give up...to reject me, and because I do not feel certain of their intentions, I do not relax. Somewhere I'm trying to figure out what they want from me. It is too impossible to think that they simply want to get to know me.
Self-sabotage.
Lord, break this spirit of self-sabotage, this spirit of fear, this self-protection, this UNBELIEF in YOUR SECURITY.
I'm reminded of a song we sing at church. Because the truth is- this all comes down to Him and I. It all comes down to how intimately he wants me as his own. When I wake up, I hear him singing. I hear him say, "When you rise in the morning, still I am with you." When I go to sleep, he yearns to take my analyzing, and my self-criticism. He wants me out of myself and in Him. Insecurity is buried in SELF. And that is one of the core sins of insecurity.
You get to the point where you DO feel so wounded, so bruised, so used, so DONE- and then there's you. And why are you alone now? All your thoughts start pointing inward until you have built a nest of infesting thoughts of self. You are the dichotomy of self-exaltation and self-deprication.
And our Father wants us to be free. He WANTS US TO BE FREE!
Turn your eyes upon Jesus. Look full in his wonderful face! And the things of earth will grow strangely dim, in the light of his GLORY and GRACE!
You won't relent until you have it all! My heart is yours!
I'll set you as a seal upon my heart...as a seal upon my arm...
For there is love that is as STRONG AS DEATH...
Jealousy demanding as the grave!
And many waters cannot quench this love!
Come be the fire inside of me!
Come be the flame upon my heart!
Come be the fire inside of me!
Until you and I are ONE!
UNTIL YOU AND I ARE ONE!
Lord, Change my heart. Take my heart. Let it be yours. Mold it and shift it and change it to yours! I give you my heart. I give you my issues. I give you my stuff. Take it Lord.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
What is Insecurity?
I've learned a valuable lesson in the last couple weeks. Insecurity masks itself in several forms. I know this, because only a few months ago, I would refute that I had an issue with insecurity. I've started reading "So Long, Insecurity" by Beth Moore, and as always when reading her work, I feel an affinity. She puts my own insecurity into eloquence with these words:
"Keep an open mind to what an insecure woman looks like, and don't be too hasty to let yourself off the hook just because one dimension of the portrait doesn't look like you. The fact that she can be a complicated mix of confidence and self-consciousness is the very reason it took me so long to identify it in myself and admit it."
Wow.
She brought to light several forms of insecurity including a concern for how others view and interact with us. For example, "Do I have a strong desire to make amends whenever I think I've done something wrong? ...a strong desire to make amends even when I HAVEN'T done something wrong?"
Wow.
This happened just last week. There was a mess of gossip among my circle of friends and in my church, and I had this
need to investigate the root of this gossip- to be a little detective, a curious little kitten. My goal, was to discover the root of this gossip and dig it up. I had a talk with a very good friend who asked me if I needed to talk this out for my sake or for his.
Wow. That got me.
It was for me! It was for my own insecurity. I had to suss it all out... I had to tie all the loose strings back together. It would make me feel better if all the parties involved would stop talking about me or get it right.
Security would look different.
A lot different.
Security would say, "Well, they think XYZ about me and maybe they only have Y right, but oh well. God, I give this to you. Thank you for being my shield. Thank you for being my face...and for keeping it. I'm going to rest in knowing EXACTLY who I am... in you..."
Yep...that's what she would look like.
God is revealing my security in him...and it is interesting so far. Last week he prompted me to FINALLY join the gym at my work. Last week, my tight jeans were hanging off of me. Last week, emotions I didn't think I was ready to address, surfaced. Last week I bought a new shirt. This week I bought "So Long, Insecurity" and this week God broke several chains regarding my heart tied to the wounds people had inflicted in me. God removed swords, spears, and arrows from me.
I've never felt more secure amidst uncertainty.
The whole husband thing... it's coming sooner than I am "ready" for... but God's got it.
The whole missions thing...it's really going to happen...sometime in my future...it's not just a speculation now...God has PLANTED those desires DEEP within me... but God's got it.
The whole being loved, being hurt thing... God's got it.
The whole losing weight, being seen thing... God's got it.
God's telling me...as gently and as firmly as he does- "I've got it Melissa. I've got it. REST in my arms. REST in my security! I've got it. I've got it."
"Keep an open mind to what an insecure woman looks like, and don't be too hasty to let yourself off the hook just because one dimension of the portrait doesn't look like you. The fact that she can be a complicated mix of confidence and self-consciousness is the very reason it took me so long to identify it in myself and admit it."
Wow.
She brought to light several forms of insecurity including a concern for how others view and interact with us. For example, "Do I have a strong desire to make amends whenever I think I've done something wrong? ...a strong desire to make amends even when I HAVEN'T done something wrong?"
Wow.
This happened just last week. There was a mess of gossip among my circle of friends and in my church, and I had this
need to investigate the root of this gossip- to be a little detective, a curious little kitten. My goal, was to discover the root of this gossip and dig it up. I had a talk with a very good friend who asked me if I needed to talk this out for my sake or for his.
Wow. That got me.
It was for me! It was for my own insecurity. I had to suss it all out... I had to tie all the loose strings back together. It would make me feel better if all the parties involved would stop talking about me or get it right.
Security would look different.
A lot different.
Security would say, "Well, they think XYZ about me and maybe they only have Y right, but oh well. God, I give this to you. Thank you for being my shield. Thank you for being my face...and for keeping it. I'm going to rest in knowing EXACTLY who I am... in you..."
Yep...that's what she would look like.
God is revealing my security in him...and it is interesting so far. Last week he prompted me to FINALLY join the gym at my work. Last week, my tight jeans were hanging off of me. Last week, emotions I didn't think I was ready to address, surfaced. Last week I bought a new shirt. This week I bought "So Long, Insecurity" and this week God broke several chains regarding my heart tied to the wounds people had inflicted in me. God removed swords, spears, and arrows from me.
I've never felt more secure amidst uncertainty.
The whole husband thing... it's coming sooner than I am "ready" for... but God's got it.
The whole missions thing...it's really going to happen...sometime in my future...it's not just a speculation now...God has PLANTED those desires DEEP within me... but God's got it.
The whole being loved, being hurt thing... God's got it.
The whole losing weight, being seen thing... God's got it.
God's telling me...as gently and as firmly as he does- "I've got it Melissa. I've got it. REST in my arms. REST in my security! I've got it. I've got it."
Thursday, February 25, 2010
VICTORY OVER LIES!
Have you ever felt viciously pursued by the enemy? At every turn he is there, lurking in shadows, whispering venomous lies. I sit in silence driving my car, and he is at my side, trying to convince me my life is of no worth, that God is finished, that love is not mine. LET ME TELL YOU, LOVE IS MINE and I am loved with the only LOVE I will ever need: Jesus Christ's!
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Psalm 60:11
Give us aid against the enemy, for the help of man is worthless.
Psalm 64:1
[ For the director of music. A psalm of David. ]
Hear me, O God, as I voice my complaint; protect my life from the threat of the
enemy.
Psalm 13:2
2 How long must I wrestle with my thoughts
and every day have sorrow in my heart?
How long will my enemy triumph over me?
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I have loved Jesus for years and in different seasons of my life, I have watched as he has claimed area after area of my life. This past season, God has pushed me further then ever! I have seen Jesus CLAIM my life, move MOUNTAINS, CRUSH SNAKES in my path, HURL BOULDERS away from crushing me, DO MIGHTY AND WONDERFUL THINGS! I have seen God bless me and love. I have been honored to even occasionally be used by God!
And I am thrilled.
If you've followed my posts, a lot of this has to do with obedience, and listening to God speak to me... trying my very best to trust him, to listen, to obey. I do not always succeed, but when I do- it is Christ within me that is succeeding! HE IS DOING IT ALL! Left to my own defenses, I would have withered into dust by now. Christ is powerful! SO POWERFUL!
As Christ has blessed me, I have felt the enemy's anger brood and boil in the darkness. Even as I write this, he fumes in fury! IN the past month, Christ has urged me to take up his sword (the HOLY living WORD of GOD!) and battle LIE after LIE! In the beginning, I prayed, I sought the prayer and help of other Christians and cried out to God...
WHO HEARD ME!
Psalm 107:6
Then they cried out to the LORD in their trouble, and he delivered them from their distress.
And you know what he said? "PICK UP YOUR SWORD!" (He used SEVERAL methods to deliver this message, and it came at the perfect time.)
Listen to some of these lies! Listen to God's responses!
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LIE 1:
Years ago, when you needed God the most, he abandoned you. He let you get hurt by men. Men are not trustworthy and neither is God. You really can not trust anyone.
TRUTH 1-A: I can TRUST GOD!
Proverbs 3:5-6 (NIV)
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
6 in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight.
TRUTH 1-B: God did NOT abandon me!
Deuteronomy 31:6
Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."
Joshua 1:5
No one will be able to stand up against you all the days of your life. As I was with Moses, so I will be with you; I will never leave you nor forsake you.
Psalm 27:10
Though my father and mother forsake me, the LORD will receive me.
Psalm 94:14
For the LORD will not reject his people; he will never forsake his inheritance.
TRUTH 1-C: God has DRAWN me nearer to him with every ache of my heart!
Jeremiah 31:3
The LORD appeared to us in the past, saying: "I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with loving-kindness.
TRUTH 1-D: The Lord wants to FIGHT for me!
Exodus 14:14
14 The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still."
The TRUTH IS: God never left me. He wants to RESTORE me! There were times when I was hurt as a child and as an adult, but God spared me in SO many ways! And he has turned those wounds into beautiful scars! Scars that now shine with his glory and his RESTORATION!
Isaiah 61:3
3 and provide for those who grieve in Zion—
to bestow on them a crown of beauty
instead of ashes,
the oil of gladness
instead of mourning,
and a garment of praise
instead of a spirit of despair.
They will be called oaks of righteousness,
a planting of the LORD
for the display of his splendor.
AMEN!
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LIE 2:
You have been rejected by many people you have loved. Obviously, you are lacking where there is need..you are not enough. Not only are you not enough in SO many areas, you are also too much! You need too much, love too much, want too much out of life! Why can't you just take what you get and be satisfied?
TRUTH 2:
Psalm 139:13-18
13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,
16 your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me
were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
17 How precious to [b] me are your thoughts, O God!
How vast is the sum of them!
18 Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand.
When I awake,
I am still with you.
***
When I looked at the original translation for verse 17, I saw that this could also be worded, "How precious concerning meare your thoughts, O God!" WOW! When God thinks of me, he is thinking wonderful things. Psalm 139 is an amazing scripture talking about how much God loves us! How valuable he considers us! HIS PRECIOUS thoughts about us, OUTNUMBER the grains of sand! Have you ever been to the sand dunes, let alone the ocean? WOW!
The Second lie deals with self-worth! We are not enough, or are too much! DOESN'T EVERY woman feel this way at some point?!?!
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LIE 3:
Your sins are too dark to be covered by God. He will forgive you and let you into heaven, but your life will be forever marred because of the mistakes you have made. No good man will ever REALLY love you. You will never be good enough.
TRUTH 3:
HE HAS SET YOU FREE...YOU ARE FREE, INDEED!
John 8:36 So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed.
John 3:17-19
17 For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. 18 Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because he has not believed in the name of God's one and only Son.[a] 19 This is the verdict: Light has come into the world
Isaiah 62
Zion's New Name
1 For Zion's sake I will not keep silent,
for Jerusalem's sake I will not remain quiet,
till her righteousness shines out like the dawn (until you shimmer)
her salvation like a blazing torch.
2 The nations will see your righteousness,
and all kings your glory(your beauty);
you will be called by a new name
that the mouth of the LORD will bestow.
3 You will be a crown of splendor in the LORD's hand (the crown of creation,
a royal diadem in the hand of your God.
4 No longer will they call you Deserted,
or name your land Desolate.
But you will be called Hephzibah (my delight is in her),
and your land Beulah (married);
for the LORD will take delight in you,
and your land will be married.
5 As a young man marries a maiden (he pursues her, romances her),
as a bridegroom rejoices over his bride (you are lovely),
so will your God rejoice over you. (emphasis added taken from "Captivating" by Stasi Elderedge)
God doesn't just want to SAVE us, although he is the SAVIOR and has promised that if we accept him. He also wants to REDEEM us! RESTORE us!
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LIE 4:
Being thin is not safe. Whenever you have been physically beautiful in the past, men have tried to devour you. If you lose weight or make an effort to be aesthetically pleasing, a man will only love you because you are pretty...not because of who you are. He will objectify you, cheat on you, and hurt you. You need to be overweight. God is not big enough to protect you against the advances of evil men!
TRUTH 4: (in several parts)
GOD WANTS ME TO BE RESTORED:
Jeremiah 30:16-17 (New International Version)
16 " 'But all who devour you will be devoured;
all your enemies will go into exile.
Those who plunder you will be plundered;
all who make spoil of you I will despoil.
17 But I will restore you to health
and heal your wounds,'
declares the LORD,
'because you are called an outcast,
Zion for whom no one cares.'
I WILL RESTORE YOU!
GOD WANTS ME TO TAKE CARE OF MY BODY
1 Corinthians 9:24-27
24 Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize. 25 Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown that will last forever. 26 Therefore I do not run like a man running aimlessly; I do not fight like a man beating the air. 27 No, I beat my body and make it my slave so that after I have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified for the prize.
1 Corinthians 6:19-20
19 Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; 20you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body.
I've been saying this verse to myself whenever I workout or go on a run:
Isaiah 40:31
31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.
GOD WANTS ME TO BEAR HIS BEAUTY:
Zechariah 9:16-17
16 The LORD their God will save them on that day
as the flock of his people.
They will sparkle in his land
like jewels in a crown.
17 How attractive and beautiful they will be!
God has promised to be with us and to give us his freedom (2 Cor 3:17)...these lies promote captivity. As we grow in Christ, we grow into his image, and into his mind...we hopefully begin to resemble him quite a bit.
2 Corinthians 3:18
18 And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect[a] the Lord's glory, are being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit.
This is one of my all-time favorite verses, because it illustrates the kind of beauty the Lord wants us to pursue. That we will bear and testify HIS beauty! We REFLECT the Lord's glory! How awesome is that? That God loves us so much, he allows us to bear on our physical and spiritual lives a vestige, a TRACE, of his glory! Wow! Thanks, God!
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REMEMBER THIS: SATAN WANTS TO LIE TO YOU! HE WANTS YOU TO SETTLE FOR LESS! IF HE'S ALREADY LOST YOU TO THE SALVATION OF THE LORD, HE WANTS TO FURTHER IMPRISON YOU AND LIE TO YOU TO HOLD YOU BACK FROM GOD'S CLAIM AND CALL ON YOUR LIFE!!!!!!
Isaiah 44:20
20 He feeds on ashes, a deluded heart misleads him;
he cannot save himself, or say,
"Is not this thing in my right hand a lie?"
IT'S A LIE! AND HE'S A LIAR!!!!
John 8:44
You belong to your father, the devil, and you want to carry out your father's desire. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies.
Psalm 103
Of David.
1 Praise the LORD, O my soul;
all my inmost being, praise his holy name.
2 Praise the LORD, O my soul,
and forget not all his benefits-
3 who forgives all your sins
and heals all your diseases,
4 who redeems your life from the pit
and crowns you with love and compassion,
5 who satisfies your desires with good things
so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's.
6 The LORD works righteousness
and justice for all the oppressed.
BE ENCOURAGED! FIGHT LIES WITH THE SWORD OF TRUTH! It is fitting that God has called it a sword...mine has seen a lot of battle lately. PLEASE don't let Satan capture you and defeat you. FIGHT him with the sword God has given you!
Psalm 31
For the director of music. A psalm of David.
1 In you, O LORD, I have taken refuge;
let me never be put to shame;
deliver me in your righteousness.
2 Turn your ear to me,
come quickly to my rescue;
be my rock of refuge,
a strong fortress to save me.
3 Since you are my rock and my fortress,
for the sake of your name lead and guide me.
4 Free me from the trap that is set for me,
for you are my refuge.
5 Into your hands I commit my spirit;
redeem me, O LORD, the God of truth.
6 I hate those who cling to worthless idols;
I trust in the LORD.
7 I will be glad and rejoice in your love,
for you saw my affliction
and knew the anguish of my soul.
8 You have not handed me over to the enemy
but have set my feet in a spacious place.
9 Be merciful to me, O LORD, for I am in distress;
my eyes grow weak with sorrow,
my soul and my body with grief.
10 My life is consumed by anguish
and my years by groaning;
my strength fails because of my affliction, [a]
and my bones grow weak.
11 Because of all my enemies,
I am the utter contempt of my neighbors;
I am a dread to my friends—
those who see me on the street flee from me.
12 I am forgotten by them as though I were dead;
I have become like broken pottery.
13 For I hear the slander of many;
there is terror on every side;
they conspire against me
and plot to take my life.
14 But I trust in you, O LORD;
I say, "You are my God."
15 My times are in your hands;
deliver me from my enemies
and from those who pursue me.
16 Let your face shine on your servant;
save me in your unfailing love.
17 Let me not be put to shame, O LORD,
for I have cried out to you;
but let the wicked be put to shame
and lie silent in the grave. [b]
18 Let their lying lips be silenced,
for with pride and contempt
they speak arrogantly against the righteous.
19 How great is your goodness,
which you have stored up for those who fear you,
which you bestow in the sight of men
on those who take refuge in you.
20 In the shelter of your presence you hide them
from the intrigues of men;
in your dwelling you keep them safe
from accusing tongues.
21 Praise be to the LORD,
for he showed his wonderful love to me
when I was in a besieged city.
22 In my alarm I said,
"I am cut off from your sight!"
Yet you heard my cry for mercy
when I called to you for help.
23 Love the LORD, all his saints!
The LORD preserves the faithful,
but the proud he pays back in full.
24 Be strong and take heart,
all you who hope in the LORD.
Psalm 18:17
17 He rescued me from my powerful enemy,
from my foes, who were too strong for me.
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Psalm 60:11
Give us aid against the enemy, for the help of man is worthless.
Psalm 64:1
[ For the director of music. A psalm of David. ]
Hear me, O God, as I voice my complaint; protect my life from the threat of the
enemy.
Psalm 13:2
2 How long must I wrestle with my thoughts
and every day have sorrow in my heart?
How long will my enemy triumph over me?
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I have loved Jesus for years and in different seasons of my life, I have watched as he has claimed area after area of my life. This past season, God has pushed me further then ever! I have seen Jesus CLAIM my life, move MOUNTAINS, CRUSH SNAKES in my path, HURL BOULDERS away from crushing me, DO MIGHTY AND WONDERFUL THINGS! I have seen God bless me and love. I have been honored to even occasionally be used by God!
And I am thrilled.
If you've followed my posts, a lot of this has to do with obedience, and listening to God speak to me... trying my very best to trust him, to listen, to obey. I do not always succeed, but when I do- it is Christ within me that is succeeding! HE IS DOING IT ALL! Left to my own defenses, I would have withered into dust by now. Christ is powerful! SO POWERFUL!
As Christ has blessed me, I have felt the enemy's anger brood and boil in the darkness. Even as I write this, he fumes in fury! IN the past month, Christ has urged me to take up his sword (the HOLY living WORD of GOD!) and battle LIE after LIE! In the beginning, I prayed, I sought the prayer and help of other Christians and cried out to God...
WHO HEARD ME!
Psalm 107:6
Then they cried out to the LORD in their trouble, and he delivered them from their distress.
And you know what he said? "PICK UP YOUR SWORD!" (He used SEVERAL methods to deliver this message, and it came at the perfect time.)
Listen to some of these lies! Listen to God's responses!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
LIE 1:
Years ago, when you needed God the most, he abandoned you. He let you get hurt by men. Men are not trustworthy and neither is God. You really can not trust anyone.
TRUTH 1-A: I can TRUST GOD!
Proverbs 3:5-6 (NIV)
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
6 in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight.
TRUTH 1-B: God did NOT abandon me!
Deuteronomy 31:6
Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."
Joshua 1:5
No one will be able to stand up against you all the days of your life. As I was with Moses, so I will be with you; I will never leave you nor forsake you.
Psalm 27:10
Though my father and mother forsake me, the LORD will receive me.
Psalm 94:14
For the LORD will not reject his people; he will never forsake his inheritance.
TRUTH 1-C: God has DRAWN me nearer to him with every ache of my heart!
Jeremiah 31:3
The LORD appeared to us in the past, saying: "I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with loving-kindness.
TRUTH 1-D: The Lord wants to FIGHT for me!
Exodus 14:14
14 The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still."
The TRUTH IS: God never left me. He wants to RESTORE me! There were times when I was hurt as a child and as an adult, but God spared me in SO many ways! And he has turned those wounds into beautiful scars! Scars that now shine with his glory and his RESTORATION!
Isaiah 61:3
3 and provide for those who grieve in Zion—
to bestow on them a crown of beauty
instead of ashes,
the oil of gladness
instead of mourning,
and a garment of praise
instead of a spirit of despair.
They will be called oaks of righteousness,
a planting of the LORD
for the display of his splendor.
AMEN!
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LIE 2:
You have been rejected by many people you have loved. Obviously, you are lacking where there is need..you are not enough. Not only are you not enough in SO many areas, you are also too much! You need too much, love too much, want too much out of life! Why can't you just take what you get and be satisfied?
TRUTH 2:
Psalm 139:13-18
13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,
16 your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me
were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
17 How precious to [b] me are your thoughts, O God!
How vast is the sum of them!
18 Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand.
When I awake,
I am still with you.
***
When I looked at the original translation for verse 17, I saw that this could also be worded, "How precious concerning meare your thoughts, O God!" WOW! When God thinks of me, he is thinking wonderful things. Psalm 139 is an amazing scripture talking about how much God loves us! How valuable he considers us! HIS PRECIOUS thoughts about us, OUTNUMBER the grains of sand! Have you ever been to the sand dunes, let alone the ocean? WOW!
The Second lie deals with self-worth! We are not enough, or are too much! DOESN'T EVERY woman feel this way at some point?!?!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
LIE 3:
Your sins are too dark to be covered by God. He will forgive you and let you into heaven, but your life will be forever marred because of the mistakes you have made. No good man will ever REALLY love you. You will never be good enough.
TRUTH 3:
HE HAS SET YOU FREE...YOU ARE FREE, INDEED!
John 8:36 So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed.
John 3:17-19
17 For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. 18 Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because he has not believed in the name of God's one and only Son.[a] 19 This is the verdict: Light has come into the world
Isaiah 62
Zion's New Name
1 For Zion's sake I will not keep silent,
for Jerusalem's sake I will not remain quiet,
till her righteousness shines out like the dawn (until you shimmer)
her salvation like a blazing torch.
2 The nations will see your righteousness,
and all kings your glory(your beauty);
you will be called by a new name
that the mouth of the LORD will bestow.
3 You will be a crown of splendor in the LORD's hand (the crown of creation,
a royal diadem in the hand of your God.
4 No longer will they call you Deserted,
or name your land Desolate.
But you will be called Hephzibah (my delight is in her),
and your land Beulah (married);
for the LORD will take delight in you,
and your land will be married.
5 As a young man marries a maiden (he pursues her, romances her),
as a bridegroom rejoices over his bride (you are lovely),
so will your God rejoice over you. (emphasis added taken from "Captivating" by Stasi Elderedge)
God doesn't just want to SAVE us, although he is the SAVIOR and has promised that if we accept him. He also wants to REDEEM us! RESTORE us!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
LIE 4:
Being thin is not safe. Whenever you have been physically beautiful in the past, men have tried to devour you. If you lose weight or make an effort to be aesthetically pleasing, a man will only love you because you are pretty...not because of who you are. He will objectify you, cheat on you, and hurt you. You need to be overweight. God is not big enough to protect you against the advances of evil men!
TRUTH 4: (in several parts)
GOD WANTS ME TO BE RESTORED:
Jeremiah 30:16-17 (New International Version)
16 " 'But all who devour you will be devoured;
all your enemies will go into exile.
Those who plunder you will be plundered;
all who make spoil of you I will despoil.
17 But I will restore you to health
and heal your wounds,'
declares the LORD,
'because you are called an outcast,
Zion for whom no one cares.'
I WILL RESTORE YOU!
GOD WANTS ME TO TAKE CARE OF MY BODY
1 Corinthians 9:24-27
24 Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize. 25 Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown that will last forever. 26 Therefore I do not run like a man running aimlessly; I do not fight like a man beating the air. 27 No, I beat my body and make it my slave so that after I have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified for the prize.
1 Corinthians 6:19-20
19 Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; 20you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body.
I've been saying this verse to myself whenever I workout or go on a run:
Isaiah 40:31
31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.
GOD WANTS ME TO BEAR HIS BEAUTY:
Zechariah 9:16-17
16 The LORD their God will save them on that day
as the flock of his people.
They will sparkle in his land
like jewels in a crown.
17 How attractive and beautiful they will be!
God has promised to be with us and to give us his freedom (2 Cor 3:17)...these lies promote captivity. As we grow in Christ, we grow into his image, and into his mind...we hopefully begin to resemble him quite a bit.
2 Corinthians 3:18
18 And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect[a] the Lord's glory, are being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit.
This is one of my all-time favorite verses, because it illustrates the kind of beauty the Lord wants us to pursue. That we will bear and testify HIS beauty! We REFLECT the Lord's glory! How awesome is that? That God loves us so much, he allows us to bear on our physical and spiritual lives a vestige, a TRACE, of his glory! Wow! Thanks, God!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
REMEMBER THIS: SATAN WANTS TO LIE TO YOU! HE WANTS YOU TO SETTLE FOR LESS! IF HE'S ALREADY LOST YOU TO THE SALVATION OF THE LORD, HE WANTS TO FURTHER IMPRISON YOU AND LIE TO YOU TO HOLD YOU BACK FROM GOD'S CLAIM AND CALL ON YOUR LIFE!!!!!!
Isaiah 44:20
20 He feeds on ashes, a deluded heart misleads him;
he cannot save himself, or say,
"Is not this thing in my right hand a lie?"
IT'S A LIE! AND HE'S A LIAR!!!!
John 8:44
You belong to your father, the devil, and you want to carry out your father's desire. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies.
Psalm 103
Of David.
1 Praise the LORD, O my soul;
all my inmost being, praise his holy name.
2 Praise the LORD, O my soul,
and forget not all his benefits-
3 who forgives all your sins
and heals all your diseases,
4 who redeems your life from the pit
and crowns you with love and compassion,
5 who satisfies your desires with good things
so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's.
6 The LORD works righteousness
and justice for all the oppressed.
BE ENCOURAGED! FIGHT LIES WITH THE SWORD OF TRUTH! It is fitting that God has called it a sword...mine has seen a lot of battle lately. PLEASE don't let Satan capture you and defeat you. FIGHT him with the sword God has given you!
Psalm 31
For the director of music. A psalm of David.
1 In you, O LORD, I have taken refuge;
let me never be put to shame;
deliver me in your righteousness.
2 Turn your ear to me,
come quickly to my rescue;
be my rock of refuge,
a strong fortress to save me.
3 Since you are my rock and my fortress,
for the sake of your name lead and guide me.
4 Free me from the trap that is set for me,
for you are my refuge.
5 Into your hands I commit my spirit;
redeem me, O LORD, the God of truth.
6 I hate those who cling to worthless idols;
I trust in the LORD.
7 I will be glad and rejoice in your love,
for you saw my affliction
and knew the anguish of my soul.
8 You have not handed me over to the enemy
but have set my feet in a spacious place.
9 Be merciful to me, O LORD, for I am in distress;
my eyes grow weak with sorrow,
my soul and my body with grief.
10 My life is consumed by anguish
and my years by groaning;
my strength fails because of my affliction, [a]
and my bones grow weak.
11 Because of all my enemies,
I am the utter contempt of my neighbors;
I am a dread to my friends—
those who see me on the street flee from me.
12 I am forgotten by them as though I were dead;
I have become like broken pottery.
13 For I hear the slander of many;
there is terror on every side;
they conspire against me
and plot to take my life.
14 But I trust in you, O LORD;
I say, "You are my God."
15 My times are in your hands;
deliver me from my enemies
and from those who pursue me.
16 Let your face shine on your servant;
save me in your unfailing love.
17 Let me not be put to shame, O LORD,
for I have cried out to you;
but let the wicked be put to shame
and lie silent in the grave. [b]
18 Let their lying lips be silenced,
for with pride and contempt
they speak arrogantly against the righteous.
19 How great is your goodness,
which you have stored up for those who fear you,
which you bestow in the sight of men
on those who take refuge in you.
20 In the shelter of your presence you hide them
from the intrigues of men;
in your dwelling you keep them safe
from accusing tongues.
21 Praise be to the LORD,
for he showed his wonderful love to me
when I was in a besieged city.
22 In my alarm I said,
"I am cut off from your sight!"
Yet you heard my cry for mercy
when I called to you for help.
23 Love the LORD, all his saints!
The LORD preserves the faithful,
but the proud he pays back in full.
24 Be strong and take heart,
all you who hope in the LORD.
Psalm 18:17
17 He rescued me from my powerful enemy,
from my foes, who were too strong for me.
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